Where have you been? I’ve been looking all over for you! Why’d you run off like that? Don’t you EVER do that to me again! I was worried SICK about you! I can’t believe you would just disappear like that without even telling me where you were going?

I lost my way. I am so completely, truly and utterly and nothing-but apologetic for such reckless abandon. Oh you want an explanation, I see? Well, that . . . that’s not so simple. What is? Come on, I am Brent Corrigan aren’t I? Black and white are two shades of gray that just don’t exist in my world

When I can sort out the mess in my head, I’ll come forth with it all.

Where was I? Resting. Literally. Some heavy things hit me the weekend before this last one and it threw my life into a tailspin. Emotionally and physically I was just drained. All week long I dreaded having to go through with my San Francisco Pride plans and CUAV benefit I was hosting. I was paralyzed in every way you can imagine. But you know what? Somehow I managed to pry myself off the couch long enough to get my shit together and arrive in San Francisco in almost top form. Well, not at my best but certainly damn-near it.

Normally this would be the part where I launch into everything about this last 5 days, but it would just be far too overwhelming for me to attempt that now. Not for me, but for you. We’d all be sitting in a room together in straight jackets if we attempted to relive this last weekend of ours in one blog entry.

It went ridiculously well! It far exceeded my expectations. I stayed in a very luxurious hotel compliments of Dink Flamingo and Dirty Bird Pictures. I saw the best drag show ever. I attended my first movie premiere - a movie I was in (and I didn’t have to fuck anyone and I got to wear FINS!!!). Sponsored by Dink Flamingo, my boys and I raised almost $1,000 for charity. I got to wear only a Speedo in City Hall. I bought the best leather jacket I’ll ever own (wore it to the premiere!) on Haight Street for $17 dollars. AND, to top it all off, our afternoon drive down Highway 1 was one of the most beautiful afternoons of my life. AND - to really really top it off, I got to take all 3 of my boys and me horseback riding by the beach in Half Moon Bay!

Somehow, despite knowing that this last weekend was the craziest, busiest most drunken 5 day experience I’ve probably ever had - I arrived home today to find my batteries refreshed. I’ve somehow found the renewed sense of self and personal best that I felt I had lost the week before. That’s my long way of say I’m back on the blog until someone gets knocked in the head again

And so, in place of overwhelming your pretty little head, instead I’ll sell you more porn. Because that’s all you really want anyway, right? I mean, hell - it’s a lot more attractive sounding than a straight jacket. My apologies if you do happen to be into that sort of thing Why, a straight jacket? I never really pondered just how remarkably scary that concept sounds for such an expertly gay man such as myself! Have I somehow come across a new term for “the closet”? MY WORD, am I not a genius? No? Ok, I’ll just go back to selling you porno then. Where was I?

JUST THE SEX. Mmm, don’t you love to just have sex? You will even more, especially when you find yourself popping Brent Corrigan’s JUST THE SEX in your DVD player every time you invite your favorite trick over play a little. But don’t be alarmed, it works just as good with your right hand and a can of lube.

I directed 6 scenes, 3 of them including me at various times from the last 2 years or so. Plus, there’s a bonus solo from when I was growing my hair out, prepping to become Stan the Merman. Guys, there has never been another DVD released EVER with this much ME in it!

EVER.

UNPRECEDENTED.

And I don’t think I’ll ever make another rash decision like this again, so you better find yourself ordering your copy now. Don’t wait to see it at the Nob Hill Theatre (Summit was playing there this weekend!!!), watch it in the privacy of your own home. It will be easier to clean up your mess that way, because believe me, you’ll need to call the fire department to come hose you down after you watch this, baby! You’ll be using a pressure washer to get the cum and lube stains out of your sofa. Leave them - you’re just going to be finding yourself right back in the same spot again the next evening, JUST THE SEX playing, your hands coated with lube and a fist full of your own cock and balls as I personally “make fuck” for you on the TV screen.

Buy it. Use it. Mail. Upgrade it. Technologic.

And yes. This one certainly is an UPGRADE.

I know you want this. So you can have it. Go get it here:

Nothin like a good old fashioned, southern California Pride Season to wipe you out

I think we did a decent job documenting this year’s trip to Los Angeles Pride, so I’m going to let the pictures do much of the talking this time. Much to your dismay, I’m sure - we managed to keep the debauchery and sexual scandal out of the photos. I usually reserve that type of public behavior for the professionals.

The traffic, believe it or not, wasn’t that bad! We made it to LA in under 2 hours and checked into the Roosevelt Hotel. I splurged a little (cuz I’m finally getting to that point where I don’t have to starve myself for two weeks in order for me to do so ;-)) and got me and the boys a mini suite. Upon check in, they didn’t have our double beds available. So, there was a lot of cheek squeezing beneath the sheets in order to make room for everyone.

When we arrived at the festival on Saturday, there was this drag queen spinning records on the first stage. She appeared to be trying quite intently to ignore me. We walked by a few times but I didn’t really have the stomach to see what her reaction might be if I attempted to approach her. Yes, I was mildly fearful that she might swallow me whole if I got too close.

Chi Chi trailing Brent Corrigan . . . A boy can’t dream?

The boys and I ran into Turk Melrose at the well know on-line distributor’s booth, PORNTEAM.COM in the adult section of the festival. He looked great! Rocket was taking pictures and people getting edging up into him so they could snap us as we posed together. At one point, this one guy got too close to Rocket for comfort, and being the outspoken rocket boy that he is, he blurted out “DO YOU MIND? YOU’RE KINDA IN MY WAY RIGHT NOW”. Of course, he didn’t realize it was one of the guys from PORNTEAM.COM just trying to grab the same shots he was. It was an honest mistake but I can’t help but admire how that boys sticks up for me

Turk is working on his online home base, www.TurkXXXOnline.com. Brent Corrigan endorses his ass. I mean - his new website. Best of luck Turk! Let me know if I can help out anyway!

Rocket is so curvy! I’m having a bad hair day (and trying to look tough, but I look like I’m making a particularly stressful shit instead).

Billy Masters and Mama were hosting the main stage. It’s always nice when you walk up to a big stage production like that and the hosts call out your name to say a little hello Cooper was a little starstruck when I got that response from these two. Billy came down during his break to say hello and as always, was particularly sweet. He likes to make jail house jokes on me. It’s not really that funny, but at least he’s not dropping bareback jokes on me. I really do look forward to seeing more of this guy in the future. Who knows, maybe there’s a solid collaborative effort in the cards for us! I sure hope so

Then, Rocket being his usual “on-the-spot” self, spotted Darryl Stephens and grabbed him for a photo. I was surprised he knew who I was! If you don’t remember Darryl from his role in Another Gay Movie, you certainly know he’s the star of Noah’s Arc on Logo. He also did some work on Ugly Betty and Boy Culture. When I was like . . . probably 12 he did Undressed, which was a teen dramedy show about kids in college and their relationships (probably the raciest but also more socially becoming shows I was exposed to before the age of 18 almost).

We made it out to the parade late on Sunday, but managed to grab a few drag queens for photo ops despite our inability to wake up before noon. This one was particularly well put together. Very classy! Too bad those high noon shadows are so unforgiving

I had to catch some shade! The sun in LA is ridiculous. And of course I didn’t even think to do the sunscreen. I managed to stay shaded for most of the afternoon.

Catching a shot of me and my afternoon stalker there in the back ground. Haha, just kidding. Minimal stalking on this trip, which was a lucky break because we left ’security’ at home this time. The boys needed time to be just BOYS for once

We walked by this train of trannies. I couldn’t help snapping this shot. I think they were a little flattered for the extra attention, though. I took my time framing the shot.

I flashed my ass at lil Coop and he couldn’t handle it He started blushing and getting all silly eyed. Great times! Great shot!

After the parade on Sunday, we headed over to a big pool party at Roland Emmerich’s place (hosted by both Roland and Bryan Singer). Roland directed The Patriot, The Day After Tomorrow, Independence Day and many others. Bryan directed one or two of the X Men flicks and Superman Returns, as well as many other great films I am blanking on right now. I grabbed Jonah Blechman to bring him along to the party, though he found out later he was already on the list +3. It was the best time we had all weekend. I can’t remember the last time I saw some many exclusively attractive boys and men in one place! We felt like Hollywood celebrities, drinking and rubbing shoulders with big time directors and celebrities like Lance Bass. Thanks Josh for getting us in to that!

I’ll check with Josh to see if he has some photos I can post from it. I don’t have any here because we hid the camera and forgot to even snap a few, in all the excitement.

All in all, it was a great Pride! We took it easy and I didn’t have anything work related to stress about. I could just BE and not have to DO.

I’ll be back in West Hollywood tonight at Here Lounge at 10 PM with Jason Sechrest. Hope to see you there! I’ll post pictures and write about that when I get back sometime later this week.

Hey Everyone!

I’m doing some last minute packing (cramming more like it, I’m going for 2 days and I’ve managed to fit 1/3 of my wardrobe into one suitcase) before I head off to Los Angeles for the weekend.

Rocket and Cooper (one of the new Brent Boys) and I are going up for the LA Pride events. I didn’t plan anything elaborate and I’m just going to enjoy a good time. Although, I did pick up an airbrush and compressor machine. I’m making Rocket learn how to use the damn thing so we can walk around and advertise a lil bit. Nothing outlandish and certainly still tasteful, but people are going to know we’re from Brent Corrigan Inc.

I’ll be taking plenty of pictures! Rocket has his little camera, so we have no excuse not to have it with us (unless it’s stolen or he drops it, when I’m not calling that boy Johnny Rocket, he’s butter fingers).

I hope you like the new photo! I wanted to find something that was more headshot oriented but I couldn’t resist this one. The mischievous look on his face sums him up quite nicely

Your Friend and Lover,

Brent Corrigan

06/05/2008 8:10PM PACIFIC

There was a circuit overload at our hosting company today! Everything should be running fine now!

Alright -

What am I doing this week? Probably spreading myself too thin, but I won’t know until about Sunday after Los Angeles Pride

A new model just arrived, tomorrow I have a sunset photo shoot with him. He’s half Filipino half white and I’m really excited about him. He’s ridiculously adorable and completely and utterly charming. To me, he epitomizes the real American boy. I’m going to take really good care of this one and ease him slowly into things. Tomorrow evening at sunset I have a non-nude, non adult oriented shoot we’re doing on the beach to begin acclimating him to the camera.

Thursday another boy arrives, whom I’ve been talking to off and off for way too long. I can’t wait to finally meet him and I’ve also got high hopes for this one. He’s got a great natural singing ability and if he pays his dues and does a good job in front of the camera, I would love to work extra abilities into the promotion and plot features we are cooking up. Ideally I will have him with me when I hit San Francisco Pride the last weekend of this month.

If I don’t feel too overwhelmed, I’ll be out at Los Angeles Pride this weekend. We’ll see though!

PUT IT ON YOUR CALENDARS:

Wednesday, June 11th at 10 PM until 1 AM - “Porn Star of the Week: West Hollywood Edition”

At Here Lounge! I will be there as the porn star meat of the week. I’ll have 3 of my boys and probably Rocket joining me.

Another Gay Fundraiser hosted by Brent Corrigan benefiting:

Community United Against Violence

Thursday, June 26th, 2008 at 9:00 PM at LookOut in San Francisco 3600 16th ST and Market ST

I will be devoting later posts to this event specifically, so hold tight for more information!

Saturday, June 28, 8:30 PM at Castro Theatre WORLD PREMIER of Another Gay Sequel! YES, I will be here joined with everyone that I love, including the cast of the movie.

Thursday, July 10th at 8:00 PM IN THE CLOSET makes its screen debut at OUTFEST, the Los Angeles Gay and Lesbian Film Festival

I am planning a party for around 10 PM, probably back in West Hollywood. I haven’t started looking into this but I will very soon here.

It’s second showing is Sunday, July 20th at 4:30PM.

In the next couple days, the online ticket box will be open here:

OUTFEST

ALSO VIEWING AT OUTFEST THIS YEAR:

Another Gay Sequel

Saturday, July 19th at 9:30 PM at OUTFEST

Unfortunately, it looks unlikely that I will be able to get to Los Angeles for this viewing. I will be here in San Diego the weekend of July 19th and 20th. We’re starting to put designs into a float we hope to feature in the parade and I’m going to begin looking into a fun themed night on Friday of Pride here in San Diego. Stay tuned for more information on that!

Can you believe it?! Did you ever think!? I would be on the big screen in two projects, in one place, at one film festival?

I had to pass up dinner with Rocket and the new boy this evening so I could get this post out to all of you and make sure you were aware of the coming dates. Don’t pass these up! I would love to see you there! I hardly ever run into blog readers. Either that or you tend to be the lurking kind

I took Rocket riding this morning out in the trails. I had an amazing time despite that it was my first ride in more than a week. We were under the sun from about 9 AM until 2 PM, and I - like a careless idiot didn’t even think about sun screen. Now I’m sporting the worst burn I remember getting in YEARS.

I’ve been too busy. My schedule has been so packed I haven’t even been able to recover fully from a slight respiratory infection. I went out to ride anyway because I’ve been so excited about sharing a good ride with one of my favorite people. I had to ride a different horse because Cole doesn’t handle well out in the trails. He’s starting to trust me more, but I didn’t want to be stressed the whole ride.

When I take him out in the trails, he’ll spook last minute at ANYTHING if I don’t coax him by it all the way. He’ll get by something and I’ll think the coast is clear and then out of nowhere he’ll shift his weight and shy away from it. This horse either needs more life experience (which is something I can help him with!) or he’s just not very smart.

I’m waiting on my new saddle to come in the mail. I broke down and bought a $400 half leather, half canvas cheap ass saddle so I would feel safe and secure when riding him in the trails. I also bought a bridle. Spent too much on that though!
Anyway, Rocket and I rode out to the beach today, which was my first ride in years on the shore! It was amazing! I can’t even find the words to voice how happy I was to be able to share a great thing that I love with him. He’ll be a good little rider in the next few months if he lets me drag him out there another few times.

However, I do fear that my schedule and work load will not allow me to continue spending time out there. Plus, with the rising cost of gas, driving 24 miles each way to ride horses may have to give sometime soon. I guess since I don’t drive to work it evens out a little, no?

Early to bed means early to ride I need to give Cole some lovin, so I’ll be out there bright and early tomorrow. Wearing Sunscreen. Hope to see you out at some of these events in the near future!